My Joker Face
I said, “it’s not funny”. Geez. why don’t u get it, and y so serious? I laughed hysterically whenever u gave me those funny lines. How you smiled and shrug like the MSN cartoon simply made my day.
Then again, promises are not meant to be broken but to be viewed as a friggin reminder. So that you, neither one of us would forget. Last minute change of plan? ‘What say you?’ As those Chinese would gladly ask.
Heh. Don’t remind me how shitty I look like whenever I am angry or mad. Cuz you, simply made me smile. Confusion plays an important part when it comes to you. I get confused; mixed up emotions running wild. To be or not to be mad at you, that is a question.
Darn it. I was angry a while ago, now I am smiling. Am I some sort of a lunatic freak or u are just being you, not even trying hard to console me but you did it anyway; unintentionally.
You, stood there and smile. Thank you for that. So much of me trying to go ballistic over such little thing. Riiittteee. I believed you, cuz I have to. Do I look like I have a choice? Nah.. I wish.
Why the need of having me? Didn’t know that u wanna have someone you could laugh at whenever u feel like it. I. Am. NOT. A. Cartoon. Feelings are basic needs in a relationship to make it smooth. Things will only work both ways but ur views are too unique to even bother.
Emotionally attached to you, drawn to ur figures and ur pathetic yet handsome smile. Makes me wonder, who actually owns the joker face?